Me & TV

Seriously... I think I've been watching TV a lot since I came here to UK. There are lots of series that I've been following religiously. Luckily syawal has set a rule for syafique, no TV after 7pm. Most of my stories are at night, so I don't have to compete with him. What more, if he cry at school for whatever reasons, he can't watch TV, play game/computer at all for that day which is even better for me b'cos I could watch Charmed at the evening again & again, hikhikhikhik. Syafique too, knows all the series that I watch and I think he enjoy watching them too. easy said... the TV is mine so don't bother to disturb whenever I watch TV. Luckily, syawal goes to office at night :) & syafique must go to bed by 9pm.

There are 7 nights in a week & I have different series to watch every night. Like at the moment.... Mon night: 24, Tues: CSI Vegas, Wed: Gossip Girl, Thurs: Grey's Anatomy, Brothers & Sisters, American Idol, Fri: NCIS, Sat: CSI NY and Sun: Any movies. See... how bz am I with all these series. In my defense... tell me what else can I do. hanging out at night is never an option. After one full day at work, the last thing I want to do when I am at home is looking to all the PhD stuff. Even browsing the internet could make me sick. Believe it or not, by watching TV I feel a lot more relieve & relax, could focus myself to work on the next day.

Anyway, what I want to blog tonight is about the 1st epi of GA S5 that I just watched tonight. Gosh... what a tragic ending & really can't wait 4 the next epi. I foresee that this season will be more thrilling & am gonna love it, love it, love it. After GA, it was B&S time. A very diff story compared to GA. This series is more about family matter & yup.. it make me think about my life, family even more. The thing that I learn is if you care, u'll be be honest on what you say & sometimes it's OK to be outspoken.

Well, I am not just watching English series on TV but also follow all the Malay dramas online. You name any drama & I bet I know all of them, Spa Q 1 & 2, Rozana, tangisan Bulan Madu, gelora di hati sara, bella, manjalara, rona roni makaroni, Sindarela, etc,etc,etc,etc. yes... I watch(ed) all of them from epi.1 till the final epi. Even my mother doesn't watch all the Malay drama that been aired in M'sia. And of course source is always youtube & thanks for those who never felt tired in uploading & updating those stories. I normally watch them when I am in the office. The good thing when u watch Malay stories is it's not necessarily for me to watch them but it's important to listen. So I can always do my work while listening to these stories. As usual... I am very good in multitasking. I will ensure that both work and non-work stuff are running in the same time.

I guess this is my style of studying & so far it works fine with me. I just know if I need to limit myself. And of course I will make sure all the housechores are done. Luckily syafique & syawal are not too picky about food and they eat whatever I cook.

It's already getting late. Time to go to bed.... night, night

:)....... yahoooooo

Gossip Girl S2 is coming back soooooooooooooon, yyeyeyyeyeyey.

I just checked at the ITV2 website and confirmed this. For that... I am very happy. Pls imagine me shaking my ass to show how happy am I, muahahahhahahahahha. I like GG much more than I like Grey's Anatomy, all the CSIs, NCIS, Dirty Sexy Money, Brothers & Sisters, Ghost Whisperer, etc,etc,ectc..

I know I love you....XOXO

Upsides down

Aaaaaaahhhh, my emotion/feeling/mood is so upside down. Maybe one of the sysmptons, but aarghh, I really hate it. Oh God.. please help me.

Well...easy said about my condition, it happened at the open house that we went just now. Syafique was being not good to the host's child and made her cry. Syafique actaully was concentrating watching TV and that poor kid, like other normal kids ran around him that made syafique annoyed, I think. Not long after that, the kid fell down that of tripping & looked like syafique purposely did it. What make feel sad is when the kid's parent asked syafique why he did it, why he tripped the child? Ooooo.. it made me so embarass & I still feel it. Like I don't know how to take care of my boy.

Honestly... I have no offence at all towards the parent. The parent...as a teacher, I know that'll be the normal response to a kid who are not being good, polite, etc,etc.etc. My awkward, uneasy feelling is totally because I feel guilty. Unless this feeling is gone, it'll effect all my emotion completely. Simple thing could blow me out. I easily get angry and of course just to syawal. I told syawal about my instable emotion exactly after that moment & I think he knows why I am getting so cranky. I just couldn't help it. I tried to cool down though but it is so not easy. I hope when I wake up tomorrow morning, things will be back to normal, PLEASE :(. Interestingly, early I read in someone's blog how she's not happy with her son behaviour when they went to an open house. Almost same with my situation, I think. To the host, I am really for my son's bevaviour. I'll surely teach him a lesson & hope it won't happened again.

On the other totally different story...tonight is the season finale of DH. There is a quote for tonight's series that I found very interesting. It's Tom & Lynette's scene when they're trying to talk to this gay couple about marriage. It was Tom's line....... is that person next to you on the bed worth the trouble??? How true is it right??? Sometimes (read: most of the times) we fight over very simple things but actually that is only a tiny part in marriage. What if we've been tested on very big test. How we gonna deal with it?? e.g. if one of you is diagnosed with cancer?? That quote really make me worship my relationship with syawal even more. Anyway.. .. I am very glad they'll show the new season of DH the same time next week. I though I have to wait until next year to watch the next season. The ending of this finale was really awesome & I was really shocked to see susan kissed other man, not Mike. Can't wait to watch the next episode.

Get over it

The title has nothing to do with my life. It is actually a movie that I watched just now & fell in love with one of the songs in its soundtrack. In fact, I think I like most of them *grin*. I've watched this movie before but I don't know, I really like it. Maybe because it's comedy, musical & romantic type of movie.

Well, this is the VC of my fav. song... Dream of me sang by Kirsten Dunst, the spiderman girl. I think she really can sing or is she really a singer??? I don't know :). Enjoice....

Kirsten Dunst - Dream of Me Lyrics
Let me sleep

For when I sleep

I dream that you are here

You’re mine

And all my fears are left behind

I float on air

The nightingale sings gentle lullabys

So let me close my eyes

And sleep

Per chance to dream

So I can see the face I long to touch

To kiss

But only dreams can bring me this

So let the moon

Shine softly on the boy I long to see

And maybe when he dreams

He’ll dream of me

I’ll hide beneath the clouds

And whisper to the evening stars

They tell me love is just a dream away

Dream away (echo 3x)

I’ll dream away

So let the moon

Shine softly on the boy I long to see

And maybe when he dreams

He’ll dream of me

OooohhhDream of me

Ooooohh..... other songs in the soundtrack, loads of them to write each one back here, so for my quick & each access, just click this link.

BTW, I watched Pretty Woman (again) after that. This is another movie that I never get tired watching off. Even though I tried not to watch but my finger was so itchy to flip the channel back. I wish I could meet a millionaire that will buy anything I want. Anyhow.. it's just a dream & no harm in dreaming right?

It's already quarter to one & I am not feeling sleepy at all. This is another thing that I noticed happen to me lately. Never feel sleepy even though it's already past midnight. During weekdays, I force myself to sleep because I have to wake up early. Since tomorow is Saturday, I guess I can stay up little bit longer. I need to wake up early though, a friend asked me to take her to the train station tomorrow, about quarter past 7.

Other thing... I've finished writing the introdcution of my final thesis. Just the draft by the way & will show it to P*aul next week. For the first time, I asked syawal to proofread it. I never showed anything to him before as I thought he would give a very nasty critic that I couldn't bare. Surprisingly, he said it wasn't that bad but I need to change few things. The things that I also had the same thought. Hope P*ul will say the same thing to me. Or maybe he could re-write my sentences to make it more interesting to read as I normally use the simplest English, hikhikhik.

Me & Gossip Girl

Hmmm... I love every bits and pieces of this series. Luv it, luv it, luv it....luv it very much. I really hate it because it already end & I have to wait until the next season which I don't know when they'll be aired. *aaaaarghhh*. BTW, I still remember the 1st time I watched GG. It was Hi Society, ep 10/18. I didn't really understand about it yet but one thing I did remember was I totally fell in love with one of the songs, Secret by the Pierces. I still remember how the next day I was struggling to find the song. It wasn't easy but I finally found it. Since then I never miss GG.

The good thing here, even you miss the episode, you can still catch it up sooner (+1 channel) or later or can even watch it online but not the earlier episodes. Well... the more I watch it the more I fell in love with it. So I decided to break my rule which is not to download any stories that I follow. Yes, I downloaded all the episodes that I missed which are epi 1-9 & I just finished watched them all *BigGrin*. Before that, I've downloaded & watched Grey's Anatomy S4 too, hikhikhikhikhik. A bit about myself, I don't like to watch any stories (read: downloaded stories) on the computer screen even though our computer screen is 15"(or 17"??). So, when syawal told me he wanted to subscribe for the rapidshare acc, I was totally against it because knowing syawal, I know it's gonna be a waste. & hell yes, I am correct b'cause he doesn't full utilize his account. But since I've learnt how to search my fav stories, download them & stream that to the TV so I can watch on bigger screen while relaxing on the sofa, I guess it's not a total waste anymore hhehehehe.

Why I like GG so much????? My answers
1. The fashion sense... marvellous
2. The songs..... always make me like crazy, searching for them in the net.
3. The family bonding ..... family is everything
4. The quote...... suddenly I couldn't remember anything, not even one *sigh*
5. Love story.... remind me to my x-bf, old flame, huhuhuhu
6. FRIENDSHIP..... friends can be anyone but not a best friend. For me best friend is the one that you could share anything. You'll be together when you're ups or downs. Friends that can share your feelings, opinions.

Watching GG make me miss all my high school's friends. Badly miss them. I could still remember & visualize the sad & happy moments. I still remember when I was in F5, me & my girl's classmates skipped the add math class , hid behind the hall & plucked the mango, behind the HM's house. I think there were about 10 of us & I was a prefect that time. So naughty!!! Also could remember during our SRP (PMR) exam, me & my friend played mirror reflection with the boys. The boys & girls hostel corridor were in line. We were at one end & the boys were the other end. It was very bright & sunny day, we hid behind the dorm's door & playing with reflection from the mirror. At first it was just me & my other friend, which was later joined by others. It was really fun but then we were stopped by another friend. Actually, there were lots of unforgetful sweet memories during that time. To Wea, Ma, Na, Zen, Hanan, Zie, Notie, Ani Malik and others, I miss you all, very2 much. I will definitely go to KT once I go back to M'sia. By just looking at the school'gate is enough for me.

Sometimes I think, I will be 33 this year but still I don't act like one. During high school, I can be grouped in the 'brutal gang' & until now I still feel like brutal. Luckily, I married to syawal. We are totally opposite in everything & he is responsible to neutralize me whenever I might be acted 'brutal', hikhikhik. Believe it or not, I tried to act polite, soft woman but it is so hard to do. So.. just be myself.

Get to go. I want to perfrom my Isha' prayer while waiting for syawal to arrive from London. I wait for him or for the halal subway sandwich that he bought for me??? Huhuhuh

I am exhausted

Totally exhausted.... I started my day very early & at the moment I turned on my notebook, concentrating on my work until few minutes ago (but still have time to browse here & there *winkwink*). Well, eventhough I am mentally tired at the moment, I made some progress though & really happy for that. Now, I can have a good weekend, I hope. So enough work for today. I am going home in an hour & can have my late lunch at home which will be my favourite sambal tumis ikan bilis petai, yummy2. The leftover from our dinner last night.

I had a good night last night.. You know why rite? yes, because my favourite shows back to back was last night. I was really enjoying all of them & decide to download all the GG episodes that I missed.

BTW, I found some interesting stories in others blogs that quiet related with what happened to me. I just feel to copy&paste them here...

The first story, I copied from dayangzone.blogspot.com at this entry "Between Go-Blog or Goblok"

"Oleh kerana saya tidak pernah mengikuti sebarang kursus Psikology, maka ilham saya semakin tandus untuk menyajikan penyelesaian ataupun cadangan yang sepatutnya membuat mereka ini lebih bersemangat untuk meneruskan kehidupan. Malangnya, kadang-kadang cadangan saya membuatkan mereka ini berkecil hati dan menarik muka serta muncung yang panjang mengharapkan saya menyuarakan sesuatu yang lebih menyedapkan hati mereka. Dalam erti kata lain, mereka hanya ingin mendengar apa yang mereka harapkan. Jika cadangan itu tidak menyebelahi mereka, mereka akan menunjukkan rasa hampa yang selalunya akan membuatkan saya pula sakit jiwa.

Jadi, kepada mereka yang sering memerlukan perkhidmatan tadahan telinga ini saya ingin memberikan dua cadangan kepada mereka:

1. I have better things to do, why don't you just go and blog about it?
2. Mamat tu memang dah tak hingin kat kau, apahal lah kau ni goblok sangat?

Pheewwwwww..... I'm about to lose more friends, I know....! " (This what I felt when it happened to me last time. Luckily, it's not happening *phew*)

The second one, copied from joebangla.blogspot.com. I really like what he wrote & it makes me feel grateful with my life now, Alhamdulillah.

"Itu yang buat aku selalu sedar tuh, yang Tuhan has and always been good to me. Ada aje Tuhan tunjukkan jalan kat aku. So, aku kena sentiasa hati-hati dan bersyukur, and at the same time, enjoy whatever He gives me now. Nanti, kalau aku tersilap langkah, Tuhan akan tarik balik, kan?"

Tired..tired..tired... I am really tired. Have a nice weekend everyone :)

Sindarela - my fav episode :)

Very funny.... I have to control myself not to laugh loudly as I was watching it in my office *hahahhahahha*. I love the earlier part, the scene between Zoela & Tg.Haidar, huhuhu.

The rest of the episodes can be watched at TV3's website.

House, Grey's Anatomy, Gossip Girl & one sensitive, emotional lady

If you ask me which day is my favourite one. My answer is always Thursday. Why??? If you think x-rated thing, then it is not, *grin*. The reason is my favourite series are showed that night.. from 9pm - 12 midnight, back to back...., which means the telly is totally mine

9-10 pm.. It's House played by Hugh Laurie, a Brits but I am not sure he still has his English accent. Tonight's episode really confused me. I can't really catch what it was about but still, like other episodes I love them all. What I like the most about this series, is definitely House. He is a pshyco & weirdo too. Sometimes, I think I learnt from him.... being vocal, hehheheh.

10-11pm... Time for Grey's Anatomy. They're showing S3 now. I actually had watched this season, the downloaded one & still watch it like I never watch it before. And tonight.. I cried again. GA is very good at playing with your feeling & that is what I like about this series. Among them, who do I like the most... The answer is Izzie Stevens because she was the one who always made me cry, huhuhuhu.

11-12 midnight... Gossip Girl. Just followed this series & love every bits & pieces of it. Like Desperate Housewives, I felt like the one hour show was too fast, without realizing it's already over. Aaargh. Have to wait until next week for the next episode. I actually like one quote by Blair in tonight's episode, when she talked to Nate. I thought I remember the line but now I totally don't have a clue. Something like this... I love you too, will always then-I-don't-know-what. I guess I have to re-watch this episode at the ITV website later.

So, end of my Thursday night infront of telly. Off to sleep. But before that, Isyak prayer where I became one sensitive, emotional lady. I cried while praying. I didn't exactly sure what the crying was about, I just wanted to cry. My feeling that time was I love syawal & syafique with all my heart & I hope Allah s.wt. will always be with them. I also prayed that we will be one happy family forever and ever. I thought I'll be going to sleep after that apparently, it's not. I am blogging instead & I feel much better. One thing I realized, crying will always me make much2 better. So, whenever I feel like crying, I just cry

Now I am ready to sign off & hope tomorrow will be another wonderful day for all of us, InsyaAllah