Feb 2010

How time flies....we already enter feb and I haven't even finished preparing the proposal for funding *sigh*. my things to do list getting longer from day to do. I actually 'too lazy' to do it...that's why I proscratinate it. Never mind... I'll make sure to finish it ASAP. the student is going off for their mis sem break soon. I should finish it by that time!!!

Since it's been sometimes from my last entry... there're lots of things that I put in here. One big thing is.. we already moved into our BM house. It's kind of last minute decision. I only knew that we're going to move a day before. Why???? It's b'cos of MyD. he just suddenly said we'll do it tomorrow, huhuhu. Luckily my parents from johor could come even though at a very last minute notice.

25/1/2010 was the date that we officially slept at our house for the first time. We bought the house in 2005 and got a year after. However we were in UK that time. We've moved about one week and still lots of packing/unpacking to do. fortunately, the the basic things like kitchen, living room and master bedroom already done. Ohh.. wait, I haven't got the gas for cooking yet. So..no cooking yet except boiling water. However, I must cook today. Cook porridge for MyCC. If still no gas, seems like I have to use the electric hob. Hope that the porridge will turn out OK. All in all... I feel so good to live in our own home, just us...the 'S' family

Me & MyD do the unpacking work at a very slow mode. By the time we reach home at the evening I already very tired. Plus with MyCC keeps clinging at me make it more impossible to unpack. Talking about MyCC... believe it or not, she can walk now. She is now 9mnths old & she started waslking when she was juat 8++ mnths. She can stand w/our support since she was 6++ mnths old. She is one brave, active & cute little girl. How I miss her everyday. She's settling OK at the new nursery even though she is still crying in the morning. However, when picking her up she is always in her good mood & waive goodbye to all her friends at the nursery. She is a big eater too. She always want everything we eat and it is so funny to see her asking for food. She can eat nugget, fries, cekodok and what not. yey.. i know, they are not healthy food but I just can not say no to her. On her second day at the nursery, i saw her lying down quietly while the worker did something on her nail. I was really surprised, as I know, it's very impossible for her to stay quietly. Do you know what are they doing??? The worker was clipping MyCC' nail while she was enjoying eating cekodok in the other hand. Anyway, I think I send her to the right nursery & that make me relieved.

suddenly my idea to write is gone... till then, bye

bz nya saya

ish..ish... my 'stereotype' statement: asyik ingat nk update tapi tulah dok bz manjang, huhuhu. Serious, tak sempat nk update blog. Ingat nk tulis kt opis but the moment masuk my opis mmg tak ada masa nk tulis. keje tak abis2. ini sem baru dh mula, lglah tak ada masa. bila dh smpi umah, lglah aku mcm lipasa kudung sampailah myCC falls asleep. klu dia tidur awal oklah tp like tonight. I don't know what has gotten into her. dia punya hyper active, masya Allah. aku rasa mesti few bites banana cake yg aku suap dia td. lesson to be learnt.. never feed her something sweet. aku ingat coklat je yg boleh bagi dia hyper active.

tiba2 rasa ngantuk yg amat ni. alahai... br nk start tulis dh x ada mood. tak apa aku cuba paksa jugak. MyP dh mula sekolah ari ni. alhamdulillah, dia tak nangis. risau jugak tp I guess sbb dia dh besar sket. ada jugak sedih2 mula2 tu tp dia tahan. aku as usual, lps antar dia masuk kelas trus kluar tp si bapaknya duk melayan/ meleweh kt dlm kelas tu temankan myP. dah masuk std. 2 pun nk kena pujuk2 lg. the funny thing was... budak2 lain tak ada pun parentsnya meneman. nmpk sgt my anak bujang ni manja terlebih. the main diff between sekolah kt uk ngan sini is the money. sgt berbeza. bila aku congak2, dekat rm2k nk kn bayar utk his skool. itu termasuk fees dialah. tulh, saper suruh gatal antar kt private skool. stationary plak... dia nk semua transformers. bapaknya plak tak nak beli yg pirate2. nk kn original; merchandise. hahh kauu... amik. school bag je dh 100. ish..ish.. manalah ubat kt kepala ni tak main banyak2. agaknya the next 2,3 yrs dh putih semua kepala aku. oh tidakkkk

psl myCC, at 8 months I think her progress is quite fast. believe it or not dia dh pandai on her own, w/out support/holding at anything. klu ikut since Nov kot tp 2,3 ari ni mmg dh stable abis. aku kira tadi..she can stand steadily about 10 - 15 s which i think lama lah jugak. and dia dah tak suka dlm walker dia. her movement is limited lah tu. also, dh ada gigi sebijik kt blah bawah. suka gigit org & sakit plak tu klu dia gigit. dia dah pandai salam & kiss klu disuruh. so cuuttteee. Betulllll. yg lg best, klu pegang phone dh pndi letak kt telinga tu. tp sempat lagi sumbat phone tu dlm mulut2. budak2 ni semua bnd masuk mulut.

last but not least our BM house. very slowwww progress. tp harap2 by end of this month boleh masuk. bnyk bnd dh install... klu ikut boleh dh nk duduk tp kt porch blum siap completely. lgpun ada banyak bnd2 kecik nk di touch up.

oklah. aku dh super duper ngantuk. bbbaabbababai

MyCC in action 1

the VC was taken yesterday using my C905. She is superbly active. She is just 6 mnths but she can crawl from the living hall to the kitchen in a very short time where the distance is not so near just to chase me, her loving ummi. One thing I noticed, she has a very sweet smile exactly like her ummi, hehhehehe. I really love to see her big grin & now I missing her already. her favourite move now is to stand up. She will hold anything and try to stand. When she's standing, she will let go one hand or sometimes, both hands. what a brave little lady. Wait until she falls down, we'll see if she wants to do that again :).

We actually have a videocam but it's already become a 'gajah putih' & MyD already mentioned to buy the latest version one, *sigh*. i still remember the time when he told me to buy the old videocam, the same year when MyP was born. I actually opposed his ides as I like still pix more. But he insisted to buy one & I had no say at all except just agreed with his idea. He said he wanted to capture MyP in action so that he will have his childhood memories. he said he's gonna edit all the VCs & put them nicely in a CD. Yup, we have lots of taken video but all the VCs are still in the cassette & I am not really sure where are they now, huhuhu.

p/s: more VC of her will be uploaded soon

monday blues

klu last monday aku rasa heppy & energetic semacam tapi ari ni rasa dull lah plak. last week hepi2 bila dpt email ckp duit elaun thesis dh masuk. bukan sikit. banyak plak tu. aku ingat 2,3k aje tgk2 dkt 6k. alhamdulillah. dgn k'daan skrg yg mmg nk pakai duit ajo. not long after that dpt call dr bank rakyat. cakap loan dh approve & kena pg sign. dble alhamdulillah.. dah terbayang rumah ku syurgaku kt BM nun.

ari ni aku rasa mcm down gile. tak tau knp. rasa tak da mood pun ada tapi x adalah teruk sgt down'nya. hehehheh. hmmm, ntahler. pagi tadi dlm keter dh cakap ngan MyD, bila tgk renovation kt BM tu rasanya mcm banyak aje keje lagi nk buat. MyP pun tiba2 tanya bila kita nk pindah umah. dari hari ke hari mcm ada aje bnd baru nk ditambah. nk tambah tu nk kena contact sana sini. dulu2 ingatkan nk renovate bhgn dapur ngan depan aje. tiba2 terpikir nk renovate sket2 kt toilet atas. mn nk pikir wiring, piping lagi. hmmm. nothing much can be done except waiting je lah :).



last week was really a bz week. kat opis mmg ada bnd nk disiapkan & bukan sket plak tu. kdng2 ada gak aku rasa angin. I mean aku balik2 trus dibagi keje sedebuk tapi bnd2 tak di bagi semua. terhegeh2 jugaklah aku duk mintak. tapi so far so good. apa yg aku plan nk siapkan dh siap. nak sambung lagi buat tapi tak boleh. yg aku update blog ni pun sbb tak leh nk smbg siapkan. kena tunggu file2nya dr org lain yg tak lah nk bagi kt aku skrg sbb sibuk ngan keje lain. pastu sibuk uruskan psl rumah. maakk aiiiii penatnya aku rasa. aku rasa almost everyday lps balik keje kena singgah mana2 nk tgk/beli barang. penatt weeeii. MyCC pulak demam minggu lepas. nasib baik demam biasa2 aje. aku rasa demam dia tu sbb dia dh nk pndi duduk & berdiri. yup. syra dh pandai pegang kt bdn aku & cuba berdiri. pastu, she is a very good girl. w/pun nk tidurkan dia malam2 punyalah susah. dia dh ngantuk sgt tp masih nk main jugak. tergolek sana sini still tak leh tidur. pening kepala aku. dia tu sebenarnya dh jenis tidur nk berbuai. ptg semlm for example, dia dh ngantuk lama sgt. punyalah aku cuba susukan dia atas katil, tepuk2, dukung tak tidur jugak. skali aku masukkan dlm buai, x smpi seminit trus tidur. anak dara ku tu... ooohh, btw, she'll be 6 mnths next week & she is ready for her solid food already. klu kitaorg makan, mmg dia dh sibuk dh nk makan jugak.



weekend pun sibuk. patutnya sabtu tu ada graduation my SIL kat uitm. nk dijadikan citer. since she is pregnant, tak dibenarkan attend the ceremony sbb takut H1N1. frust jugak dia tapi nk buat camne. so sabtu kami kluar pg carik tiles. from nilai to kajang to other part of kajang. pegi 3 kedai aje tp penat dia jgn cakaplah. kluar pukul 10 pg & balik umah smula kul 3.30pm. nasib baik MyP tak ikut. yg ikut cuma MyCC. yalah my MIL tak ada offer nk tolong jagakan pun. pun another thing yg buat aku bengang/terasa. mcm semlm pun kitaorg kluar lagi psl rumah. pg kluar, petang pun kluar. ptg tu pg tgk umah sbb org cabinet nk dtg ukur. again, MyP tak nak ikut, MyCC mestilah ikut sbb you know why. Dlm keter tu aku dh ckp kt MyD, mak dia tak ada pun nk offer jaga. dh petang bukannya dia ada keje nk buat except tgk tv aje. apalah salahnya dia offer nk jaga. lgpun aku ngan sywal bukannya nk pg mana.huhuhuhu. yg buat angin bukannya apa...balik petang tu diaorg tgh borak2 kt ruang tamu. aku ingat nk naik atas nk susukan syra. boleh plak masa nk naik dia suruh letak MyCC ngan diaorg. nak main2 katanya. aku mcm berasap aje. klu nk main2 tu jaga lah skali. ini suka time budak tu ok aje. bila nangis br nk pass kt mak dia. MyD pun mmg tak penah nk suruh his mom jaga. the reason.. dia tau mak dia tak suka jaga even cucu sendiri. bayangkanlah almost 3 mnths duk situ, MyCC tak ada suka kt saper2 pun excpet me, MyD & MyP. even antar pg nursery pun dia dh tak nangis skrg.



oklah. mls nk leter2 lagi. now at least aku rasa ok sket, hehheheh. lagipun pagi2 tadi aku dh ngadu2 sket ngan syawal psl kes semlm. as usual dia senyum, which means he agrees with me.

MyCC is5 mths old

For those who don't know MyCC stands for My Cuppy Cake... which is Sy*a lah tu.

klu ikut DOB, today MyCC dah 5 bulan tapi klu ikut the day she was born, she is 5mths old last wed.


So... typical Qs that I received when meeting ppl. Dia dah pandai buat apa? Hmm. Dia dh pndi meniarap as early as 3 mnths. Now makin laju geraknya. Dia boleh tawaf atas katil tu punyalah laju & mmg kena monitor laju2. Last sunday for example. I was ironing, MD atas katil dgn dialah. We're talking & at one time tu MD looked at me. tak tau camner tp si kecik ni dh melangkah tangan MD yg kononnya as a barrier. nasib baik MD acted very fast. dia sempat tarik baju minah kecik tu. klu tak mmg dh tersembam atas lantai. Nangis jugak minah kecik tu. i guess dia rs tercekik bila MD tarik baju dia tu.


yesterday afternoon plak, my PIL amik dia dr nursery. Bila kitaorg smpi umah dia tgh main dgn the grannies. The moment she saw me, she got really excited & of course open her hands to me. Bl letak aje atas lantai, laju je dia bergerak towards me. kejap aje dh smpi kat my lap. tapi this morning, b4 going to work. my mil pegang kejap. bila dh nak kluar tu panggil lah dia. tak laju dah dia gerak. gerak sket2 dia dh merengek, suruh angkat. lazy girl. anyway, back to the yesterdays' story. she was very excited to go to me b'cause she wanted nyonyok. yalah dr pagi sampai ke petang tak dapat. lagilah bila letakkan dia atas katil. mmg dh tak menyempat2 dah. dia dah ready seme tunggu ummi dia sumbat aje.


more about her... she wakes up less at night & I could have bettter sleep. it's just I've to wake up to check on her. kdg2 dia dh ad akt bawah. so I've to pull her to my side again. She goes to bed quite early lah jugak, about 9pm. pastulah I will prepare everything for the next day. bila dha tidur awal, bangun pun awaal jugaklah. Bangun saing2 kitaorg. Luckily dia Ok je. dia bangun, meniarap atas katil/lantai sibuk tgk semua orang kluar masuk bilik. Not a single sound coming from her. Once in a while tegur2 lah dia & I love to see her grinning/smiling. sgt sweet.. (ooooo, suddenly I miss her). she is very friendly too (like me). bila kena dukung tu, ntah saper2 dia tegur ngan tersengih2nya. The only problem is dia dh kenal orang. if I am around, mmg tak nak kt org langsung. Klu dia tak nampak ummi dia, ok jer kena dukung ngan saper2, provided dia tak ngantuk or lapar. that is why klu I am free, I prefer pegang dia & let her play with others. b'cos she is happier that way. klu tak, sikit2 ek..ek.. Tapi tulah, sedara2 ni mmg suka nak dukung2 dia. so.. what to do? tapi MyCC and MP are very closed to each other. siMyCC ni pantang tgk abang. very big grin. eventhough her abang main ganas2 dgn dia, dia cool. siap boleh menggelekek ketawa. her abah also can make her giggle. Ummi je yg tak pndi lagi nk make her giggle :(.


Also, since dia pegi nursery. dia dah tak kuat nangis & dh boleh main sorang2 lama sket. bila dia dh penat/ngantuk baru dia ek..ek... tapi everytime antar dia pg nursery mmg nangis, tp sket jelah. ummi pun rasa lega banyak. dia pun dh boleh minum susu formula & that make me lagi lega. B4 this sgt risau klu dia tanak minum susu mcm si MP tu.

Ooooo... baru ingat. Her hands are very fast. Apa yang kita pegang, semua dia nk pegang. Klu nk minum air tu mmg kena kasik dia sket. klu tak nak minum pun x bahagia. bagi kertas tu mmg in a split sec kertas tu dh lunyai. ish..ish...few days ago, masa pegi kedai dia dah terjatuhkan bnd2 atas kaunter kedai tu. berterabur atas lantai. nasib baik bnd tu plastik & i don't have to pay apa2 lah. the shop's owner pun cool about it. but... her hands are veeerrrrryy fast. kena watch them out everytime.


tomorrow she is due for her next immunisation. demam lagilah lps ni. during her last immunisation, by evening tu dia menangis2 punyalha kuat + colic jugak. kesian dia. tapi demam psl injection kira normal lah kan? this time punya injection dpt free sbb buat kt gov clinic. yg byr punya (PCV & rota**) will be due not until next month rasanya. rabak lagi pocket masa tu, huhuhu

next month I will start giving her solid food. nk kena start googling nk masak apa utk dia ni. ummi dia ni bukannya tau nk masak bubur bermcm2 perisa. sudu dh beli tp yg lain2 tak beli lagi. kena pg isetan lah mencari. why isetan??? sbb saya ada member's card. hahahahh, poyo jer. sebenarnya alasan nk pg klcc lah ni. aku suka plak pg klcc (walhal tak penah pg shopping mall lain2). suka sbb dia punya nursing room sgt cosy. those yg ada baby, silalah melawat changing/nursing room kt Concourse level, KLCC yer.



makcik kecik ni dh tak suka duduk kt car seat dia. duduk kejap pastu dah nangis suruh angkat. nangis2 tu bukannya slow. very high pitch. nk pegang dia on my lap mmg melenguhkan. masa pg penang ari tu I tried to breastfeed while she is in her seat & believe it or not, it worked. tapi pinggang penatlah. nasib baik kejap aje. after she falls asleep OKlah.

Panjang plak entry psl makcik kecik ni. tapi mmg best bila ingat2 balik psl citer dia ni. tu yg entry jd super lengthy ni..

Rindu padamu

klaka plak bila tgk tajuk entry ni. macam rindu kt sapa aje. hakikatnya...mmg tgh rindu kat my cuppy cake, huhuhuhu. Mana tak rindu...pagi tadi masa antar dia pegi nursery dia nangis. sedih aku dibuatnya. rasa guilty pun ada. tapi nk buat camno, next week aku dh nak naik keje. nak tak nak kena antar jugak kan.


gambar atas ni amik pagi tadi, masa dia br bangun. syafique pun baru bangun gak. bngn2 aje trus main psp. syra relax aje baring tepi abang dia. mngkn dia ingat tak payah pg nursery kot ari ni. bangun2 tidur dia dh nangis tak puas ati. slalunya klu dia bngn tidur punyalah ceria. dahlah tu, lps mandi n'sipkan dia semua, my MIL dukung dia. bila aku panggil nk amik dia, syra tak nak. 2,3 kali aku try. dia tak nak pegi kt aku. dble sedihhhh. klu tak, tak payah aku panggil dia, nampak aku je trus angkat tangan nak pegi kt aku.

lps antar dia pagi td mmg aku sedih. bila sedih mulalah aku bengang/tension. bengang/ tension kt saper?? kt saper lagi... MIL. tapi bengang dlm hati ajelah & baru aje sat tadi aku mengadu kt si syawal lah. as usual, syawal akan me'neutralize'kan perasaan aku tu. syawal tu mmg pandai men'counter' everytime aku angin2. bila pikir2 balik, mmg betul lah syawal cakap, kitaorg bukan nk duduk sini selama2 nya. later on akan antar kt rumah org jugak. tapi aku still terkilan lah sbb dia mmg tak penah offer cakap nk jaga. padahal kitaorg duduk skali dgn dia. My PIL mmg tak suka antar cucu dia kt nursery tu. w/pun dia x penah cakap x nak jaga, just cakap dia ada banyak keje rumah nk buat. her message is very clear lah kan??? even adik syawal yg expecting her 1st child soon pun dia dh cakap, nk antar kt nursery yg jaga syra ni. tapi pelikkan, anak dia 2 orang aje, cucu pun brp kerat. tapi dia tak excited pun nk jaga cucu. dia lagi excited nk kilatkan rumah yg aku tengok mmg asik berkilat. tulah orang cakap... rambut sama hitam, hati lain2.


gmbr atas ni plak amik semlm, lps amik dia dr nursery. punyalah bubbly masa amik tu. excited bercerita psl dia kt nursery agaknya. tgklah mata syra tu. kecik sebelah. dia kena sakit mata, jangkit dr syafique. sebenarnya aku pun tgh sakit mata ni, hihihihi. ada lah lepas ni budak2 kt nursery kena jangkit gak. tapi for this week antar syra half day aje.

ok got to stop now. In less than 1 hr akan amik syra. syawal balik lmbt plak tu ari...boring seiiii. nasib baik malam ni buka kt luar. boleh jalan2 sket

A gift from My Darling :)

This entry is a verly long overdue entry. In fact dah basi pun, hhehehhehe. I just transfered all the pix to my lappy, hence baru boleh buat this entry. I kan dah ada new lappy skrg, hehheheheh. bolehlah aktif balik mem'blogging'. banyak bnd nk di blogkan ni.

ok back to the title of the entry. kalau ingat entry ni, ni nak tau kesudahannya lah. hheheheh. few months b4 balik m'sia aku dh keep mengendeng brg LV dari syawal. Anything will do asalkan brg LV. Plannya aku nak beli purse aje. Of course aku kena sediakan strong reasons & fact why I deserve it. klu tod's tu psl aku dpt phd tapi LV ni sbb banyak urusan kt rumah aku yg buat. bukan housechores aje tp pendek kata aku is the secretary to make sure everything is OK and he agrees with me. Dah ingat nk pg london nk beli tp mungkin dh x ada rezeki aku nk pakai LV, di pendekkan citer tak dapat nak beli. Tapi tak adalah lepas macam tu je kan? x dapat LV, brand lain pun OK. gua tak kisah punya. any brand will do as long as syawal nk belikan.

so, beli kt heathrow airport ajelahh masa hari balik msia tu. I wanted to buy purse b'cos last time aku beli purse thn 2004. A very cheap one, bought at T.K.Mexx during my master. Kat LV pun, mmg nak cari purse aje. So, during at T3, heathrow, keluar masuk semua boutique, carik mana berkenan. I finally found one lah. the price is mcuh cheaper dr purse LV yg aku nak. syawal sukalah tu sbb jumat duit dia, huhu. Aku pun suka jugak w/pun x LV. Orang belikan mestilah suka...

** My old purse... sangat tidak cantik, kan?**

**Kita tengok kotak dulu**

**Bukak kotak... hheheh, jakunnya aku**

**Simple aje pursenya... but match with my TOD's bag**

**The embossed logo**

**It is a mulberry long purse**

**My old & new purses**

**transfered everything to the new purse**

**...and this is My Cuppy Cake**

My cuppy cake

syafique and me have agreed to call syra 'My Cuppy Cake' b'cos when she is very cute, very sweet and we love her very much. BTW, syafique is 'My Pumpkin' and syawal is 'My Darling'. and we are the 'S' Gang, hehehhehe.