For the opening.. let see my 2 lovely kiddos...
I don't know what happen to me but I feel so sad, down and not happy. Me not like..hhuhuhu. Well, the main reason is b'cos of my monthly visitor (I think). What else? A day before it came, I was really down/sad & of course I didn't know why. I thought it was b'cos the subejct I teach this sem. I don't really like that subject b'cos not challenging enough, hehheh. I like subjects with full of calcuation, experimentation. yet, this subject is more to theory. Hmmm. Well, this is where I need to be creative, I guess. Only the next morning I got my PMS & that naswers everything. ANW, this symptom is better. At least it didn't cause any cold/hot war between me & MyD. He just need to listen to my 'no reason' sadness, huhuhu. And this morning, suddenly I became too sentimental when I looked at my fren's snow pix in Soton. suddenly my tears just ran down & I miss soton very much. Earlier, when I was driving to office in the drizzle weather, the picture of me walking from home to uni in soton cam in my mind. Another thing that I miss a lot. It's just that in m'sia we spend lots of time in the car & looking at other ppl breaking the rules (traffic light, cut Qs,etc) , drive recklessly really make me feel sick & hate driving even more, huhu. Luckily I don't have to drive everyday, if not.... God knows what will I turn into, hehhehe
I think it's been quite sometimes since I blog about my work place. hmm. Nothing interesting to share about but one thing that I know.. study is much fun & I hate teaching, huhuhu. Before teaching started, there are like so many paperwork to prepare. Well, since I like clerical work, so no complaint at that. I will just follow the procedure. However...the system is ppfftfttftftf. B4 this they had another system but don't know why but they change to a new one. Same thing but different version. Well, it looks much better but when I start using it... c**p. I've used the same thing when I was a TA in soton. Unlike here, the system is very user friendly & I don't need to ask around for support. Everything is well documented. Just imagine, few days ago, I wanted to upload my lecture notes but failed. I tried to look for info in the handbook but nada. I almost gave up & but finally, the reason was b'cos the version of my file. The system couldn't accept the latest version of Office. This is one thing. The other thing... online approval thingy. I already submitted my form more than 2 wks & need approval from HoD. But until today.. nada. because of the system bug. yeah... so much on IT nowadays. I don't know, should I complaint or cherish?? Hmmm.
Despite of this unhappy stuff, I feel happy though. Why??? hehhehehe. Of course it's about $$$$. Yup, after 10yrs being a tutor,now I officially a lecturer with a very handsome increment (with backdated somemore). Alhamdulillah. but with that too, it means larger responsibility & life getting tougher. aarrghh. everything is KPI & one of the important things is research. something that I don't really interested in. However, will try & follow the flow exactly like what I did during my Phd. I won't force myself to climb urgently but will enjoy the view until i reach the top.
Got to stop now. I actually write this entry in the morning & now it's already 4pm. Yes.. I do lots of otehr things while typing. my class is less than an hour & it's 2 hrs clas...waarrghhhhh
I don't know what happen to me but I feel so sad, down and not happy. Me not like..hhuhuhu. Well, the main reason is b'cos of my monthly visitor (I think). What else? A day before it came, I was really down/sad & of course I didn't know why. I thought it was b'cos the subejct I teach this sem. I don't really like that subject b'cos not challenging enough, hehheh. I like subjects with full of calcuation, experimentation. yet, this subject is more to theory. Hmmm. Well, this is where I need to be creative, I guess. Only the next morning I got my PMS & that naswers everything. ANW, this symptom is better. At least it didn't cause any cold/hot war between me & MyD. He just need to listen to my 'no reason' sadness, huhuhu. And this morning, suddenly I became too sentimental when I looked at my fren's snow pix in Soton. suddenly my tears just ran down & I miss soton very much. Earlier, when I was driving to office in the drizzle weather, the picture of me walking from home to uni in soton cam in my mind. Another thing that I miss a lot. It's just that in m'sia we spend lots of time in the car & looking at other ppl breaking the rules (traffic light, cut Qs,etc) , drive recklessly really make me feel sick & hate driving even more, huhu. Luckily I don't have to drive everyday, if not.... God knows what will I turn into, hehhehe
I think it's been quite sometimes since I blog about my work place. hmm. Nothing interesting to share about but one thing that I know.. study is much fun & I hate teaching, huhuhu. Before teaching started, there are like so many paperwork to prepare. Well, since I like clerical work, so no complaint at that. I will just follow the procedure. However...the system is ppfftfttftftf. B4 this they had another system but don't know why but they change to a new one. Same thing but different version. Well, it looks much better but when I start using it... c**p. I've used the same thing when I was a TA in soton. Unlike here, the system is very user friendly & I don't need to ask around for support. Everything is well documented. Just imagine, few days ago, I wanted to upload my lecture notes but failed. I tried to look for info in the handbook but nada. I almost gave up & but finally, the reason was b'cos the version of my file. The system couldn't accept the latest version of Office. This is one thing. The other thing... online approval thingy. I already submitted my form more than 2 wks & need approval from HoD. But until today.. nada. because of the system bug. yeah... so much on IT nowadays. I don't know, should I complaint or cherish?? Hmmm.
Despite of this unhappy stuff, I feel happy though. Why??? hehhehehe. Of course it's about $$$$. Yup, after 10yrs being a tutor,now I officially a lecturer with a very handsome increment (with backdated somemore). Alhamdulillah. but with that too, it means larger responsibility & life getting tougher. aarrghh. everything is KPI & one of the important things is research. something that I don't really interested in. However, will try & follow the flow exactly like what I did during my Phd. I won't force myself to climb urgently but will enjoy the view until i reach the top.
Got to stop now. I actually write this entry in the morning & now it's already 4pm. Yes.. I do lots of otehr things while typing. my class is less than an hour & it's 2 hrs clas...waarrghhhhh
