yes.... this is what I feel about my PhD now..... Aarrrgh. My study is almost towards the end BUT still not OK yet. Simpler word... not in a safe path yet. Can't wait for that time to come. Seriously... sometimes I do feel tired of this PhD thingy.
Haven't found the best solution for my analysis yet *sigh*. However, still not in a situation that I want to cry, so I guess still manageable. The truth is ......my mind is exhausted with all this simulation things & I need some time off, just for today at least. Dear god... please help me, please... Give me strength & faith to myself.
I have less than six months to finish everything. With the baby coming sometimes in April, I have to make sure all the important things settle before that. In fact, there are so many thing playing in my mind now. I don't want to think about how scared am I but just to get this done. I really hope I could finish the analysis by end of this year & concentrate on writing after that.
During this crucial time, it's important for me to manage my time efficiently. Yes.. to do the analysis and writing in the same time. And not forgetting all my social thingy like facebook, blog, photoblog, TV programmes (online & TV) & my latest addiction..... play sudoku online, hikhikhik. yes...talking about sudoku, I am so addicted to this game. Blame syawal because of this. He was the one who introduced me & now he is the one who're not happy because I keep playing it. He got that game in his Xperia phone & since he blocked me from playing it using his phone, I've switched to the online game. BTW, it is really annoying to see syawal experimenting with his xperia. I lost track on what he has done to his new phone. He keeps installing & trying new applications into his phone. Seriously I don't when his craziness gonna end. For me.... I don't want to know because now I have sudoku...yey.
